IWMP wrote: ↑Mon Feb 03, 2025 12:45 pm
The milk ladder works. The early months with my daughter were hard. Very hard. But you get to a point where you are desperate to try anything. I had the hospital nurse tell me once when she was projectile vomiting in front of them that it was because I breastfed her wrong. Just a hard time.
We had one colicky baby. It was like being stuck in a loop. You could tell the time when symptoms would start. Lasted about an hour or so...every. single. night.

I didn't know that gripe water even existed so we toughed it out every night. The Boy had a way of holding the baby on his arm--football hold--and that seemed to help things. I was a breast feeding mess with our first! As I stated to Marcus, the military docs and nurses contradicted each other regularly and often in the same appointment! There was no internet or youtube to turn to back then. I think even with those resources it's often a difficult start even with a second child. Each child is so different in nature. And that, my friend, is nature's way of keeping mothers perpetually off balance! It's in our job description!
How are things going?
Nicky...I feel like I am coming back to LIFE!

I've had a full week of good days. Some p.m. symptoms on
some nights but right now it's night time and I've got no symptoms at all.

In the past I would say...
I think I might be getting better or
I think I'm getting better. Right now I can say that I KNOW I'm getting better.
I know my tummy is working. Not completely normal but it's definitely working. I imagine that all this time that it's been impaired, it's going to take a while before things are top notch. I'm not good with assigning percentages but I think I could conservatively say I'm 85% better.
There was a mix up with the prescriptions. There were
2 digestive enzyme prescriptions (Creon it has 3 enzymes) to pick up
of 2 different strengths. I looked at the doctor's notes today and saw the strength he ordered but I'm going to give a call tomorrow just to clarify because it's the stronger of the two. I think I'd rather take the lesser to start with?
The pain killer drug wasn't there. It's not in his notes either. It is just as well. I ended up looking at the side effects. It has possible psychiatric side effects.
I wouldn't take it on a dare. If I had mental health issues I'd give it a go with an appropriate med but not for this kind of situation. If he wants to RX it I'd keep it on the shelf. But I know me. It might be nice to have it but I know I won't take it. It's actually a drug that the ER prescribed that one night when I went by ambulance. Maybe I'll get that one filled and just keep it. I'm undecided. I really don't want to waste product though. Quite frankly, I'd rather be shot up with morphine again and live through the nausea rather than try a med that has possible psych side effects.
But I'm better. Really better! It's so strange to feel my tummy with no symptoms. I haven't felt this way in 1.5+ years. You know how they say you don't know how bad you feel until you feel better? That's me right now. I lived with pain for so long that I'm having to get used to feeling sensations of
normal. All that time I had some level of pain in the abdomen. To feel
no pain at all is astonishing!
I'm constantly "Thank you, Lord! Lord
thank you for this!" "Lord look what I managed to do today!" all day long!
