God is not the author or confusion.
Seems to me, td, that you only want to cancel God out of the equation.
Which God NL?
Which God or Goddess of the thousands from which I can choose am I trying to cancel out of the equation?
The provenance of all truth claims have no comparison to depth of the Christ's proofs. You can toss everything in the mix hoping to create enough confusion to nullify the entire attempt. Rather insincere I think.
What is confusing to me is religion. Pretty much every religion of which I am aware seems man-made. Sorry NL but they really do. Virtually every religion is an exact duplication of the beliefs held by its founder. No offense but including yours.
The scientific age has been mined to blaspheme against God by establishing its METHOD for finding truth as sacrosanct in inviolate. All the educated ones have been given to think that the truths of God must come by direct observation or calculation, when in fact it has always been discovered and proven and added upon in the humble and contrite hearts and minds of those who are LED to it.
Really? It seems you are asserting that you alone have the truth, no? Why are not the many humble and contrite humans finding the same truth as you?
I actually do think that as we move toward enlightenment (or awareness, or depth, or whatever one wants to call it), we see the world, life, universe, existence differently. In other words, I think we can learn and grow and increase our understanding in ways that are not directly accrued from research or science.
Can you demand that God draw you unto the discovery of the truth and all the power and gifts and blessings that his gospel affords as if you come to own this honor while striving for all your earned degrees of this world in academia? Heaven forbid.
I do not demand anything of any otherworldly being; not God, Allah, Zeus, Zoroaster, Athena, angels, devils, etc. etc. Never have, never will.
Back to the OP, I think you miss the point, which is, to the rest of the world, (I mean no offense here at all), you are another of the thousands of men who claim to have the one and only real truth. There are plenty of men who claim prophet-hood, or claim to have some sort of unique connection with God, or claim to have some message directly from God. Ya know?
~td~