subgenius wrote:it is as if you have taken a bite of the fruit from the tree of knowledge?....and at times you wish to return to the garden? poetic it is
Yes. There are days when I can hear in my mind the lyrics of Bob Seger's 1980 hit "Against The Wind" "I wish I didn't know now, what I didn't know then." But alas, once the toothpaste is out of the tube, it is very difficult to put it back in. And so I sit here on the floor in my tears covered in toothpaste and the shards of my broken shelf, wondering if anything is true, or is my whole damn life a fraud?
wha? who wants to put toothpaste back in the tube? Is this a common and angst filled situation at your bathroom sink?
i think a thread titled "wondering if my whole damn life is a fraud" is a good one...fraud is typically a criminal offense or even a civil offense...except in that context....who be thy judge, jury, and executioner in such a case?
Seek freedom and become captive of your desires...seek discipline and find your liberty I can tell if a person is judgmental just by looking at them what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider - morticia addams If you're not upsetting idiots, you might be an idiot. - Ted Nugent
subgenius wrote:I think a thread titled "wondering if my whole damn life is a fraud" is a good one...fraud is typically a criminal offense or even a civil offense...except in that context....who be thy judge, jury, and executioner in such a case?
Oh, I believe there is a long line of people from my past who would gleefully rise to that position if given a chance.
A friendship that requires agreement in all things, is not worthy of the term friendship.