Punitiveness and the TBM
Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 6:10 am
Something has bothered me for a while, so I want to get some feedback about it.
For TBMs, obeying the will of Church Authorities is of utmost importance and I respect that. However, when it
comes to the matter of God, they always speak of God's justice and seldom his mercy. God's punitive side
always shines forth, which is reflected both in their insistence that horrendous actions ascribed to God in the
Old Testament were literal and that it is proper for leaders to echo harsh judgment as God's earthly tribunal.
My version of Christianity is based on worshiping a loving God. I think the message of the New Testament
was one of mercy tempering justice, if not outright trumping it. I want the Church to be on a loving course rather than a punitive one. I want a God that showers us with love unconditionally like an idealized parent, rather than a taskmaster handing out demerits.
I have heard TBMs tell me that I cannot custom order God and that you have to take what you are given, and yet I find my interpretation more to my liking and with an equal likelihood of being an accurate description of the Divine. Putting one's faith in the hands of that which is worthy of praise makes more sense. I find myself asking the question regarding what inner qualities are inherent in being a TBM that make the punitiveness of God more appealing. Am I deficient or blessed for not having those qualities?
Am I up in the night? Does this put me at irreconcilable odds with today's TBM? Can I just exist in peace, in a minority Mormon status?
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For TBMs, obeying the will of Church Authorities is of utmost importance and I respect that. However, when it
comes to the matter of God, they always speak of God's justice and seldom his mercy. God's punitive side
always shines forth, which is reflected both in their insistence that horrendous actions ascribed to God in the
Old Testament were literal and that it is proper for leaders to echo harsh judgment as God's earthly tribunal.
My version of Christianity is based on worshiping a loving God. I think the message of the New Testament
was one of mercy tempering justice, if not outright trumping it. I want the Church to be on a loving course rather than a punitive one. I want a God that showers us with love unconditionally like an idealized parent, rather than a taskmaster handing out demerits.
I have heard TBMs tell me that I cannot custom order God and that you have to take what you are given, and yet I find my interpretation more to my liking and with an equal likelihood of being an accurate description of the Divine. Putting one's faith in the hands of that which is worthy of praise makes more sense. I find myself asking the question regarding what inner qualities are inherent in being a TBM that make the punitiveness of God more appealing. Am I deficient or blessed for not having those qualities?
Am I up in the night? Does this put me at irreconcilable odds with today's TBM? Can I just exist in peace, in a minority Mormon status?
.