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How Do I Process This...

Posted: Thu Oct 24, 2013 2:17 am
by _Craig Paxton
I returned home exhausted this morning having stayed up in vigil all night at my mother’s bedside. Following her passing I was physically and emotionally drained. As is my nightly custom, I plugged in my equally exhausted iPhone hoping to give it a few hours to charge before I needed to wake up and head to work. And as far as I can reconstruct this is what happened next.

Listen for yourself here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6gdT7wKcjeg

Right now there is a part of me that wants to believe that God has left writing on the wall that’s just for me…
I do not know how to process this….

Re: How Do I Process This...

Posted: Thu Oct 24, 2013 2:29 am
by _SteelHead
Bluetooth? Did it (car's system) associate with your wife's phone?

Re: How Do I Process This...

Posted: Thu Oct 24, 2013 3:07 am
by _Craig Paxton
SteelHead wrote:Bluetooth? Did it (car's system) associate with your wife's phone?


No?..only my phone has been sync ed with my car... I just found the experience sweet yet as someone who lost belief in god, I'm perplexed coming up with a natural explanation

Having said that, the song was evidentially in my music library, but what are the odds that that song would automatically play from my music library when I hadn't played anything from my music library in for days? That is the question I'm having difficulty processing...

Re: How Do I Process This...

Posted: Thu Oct 24, 2013 3:11 am
by _Tobin
Craig Paxton wrote:Listen for yourself here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6gdT7wKcjeg

Right now there is a part of me that wants to believe that God has left writing on the wall that’s just for me…
I do not know how to process this….
You and I don't see eye-to-eye, but I wish you the best during this time. And as far as processing this, I wouldn't try. Sometimes we should just simply embrace an experience, swim in it, rest in it, and drink it until it fills our soul

Re: How Do I Process This...

Posted: Thu Oct 24, 2013 3:12 am
by _SteelHead
Is the file anyway on your phone, or set to stream from any site you visited recently that may have been open in the background?

Re: How Do I Process This...

Posted: Thu Oct 24, 2013 3:15 am
by _Craig Paxton
SteelHead wrote:Is the file anyway on your phone, or set to stream from any site you visited recently that may have been open in the background?


I did find the file on my phone..in my iTunes music library

Re: How Do I Process This...

Posted: Thu Oct 24, 2013 3:21 am
by _SteelHead
Random playback enabled?

And condolences.

Re: How Do I Process This...

Posted: Thu Oct 24, 2013 3:22 am
by _The Erotic Apologist
My condolences.

Re: How Do I Process This...

Posted: Thu Oct 24, 2013 3:24 am
by _Ceeboo
Hi Craig,

I am sorry to hear about your loss.

Peace be with you during this difficult time.


Peace,
Ceeboo

Re: How Do I Process This...

Posted: Thu Oct 24, 2013 3:43 am
by _Craig Paxton
SteelHead wrote:Random playback enabled?

And condolences.


Don't think so...but had to be a naturally caused answer...