Daniel Peterson wrote:guy sajer wrote:Dan, I deleted what I originally wrote here. Like Trevor, I am getting tired of this pissing contest. I'm willing to call a truce, and we both can assume our superiority if we so deisre. I will endeavor to limit my criticism of you in this regard and try to move on.
I'm perfectly happy with the idea.
I have never, ever, attempted to portray myself as superior to you. I know little of your academic career, and relatively little of your field -- although I flirted briefly with the idea of pursuing a Ph.D. in economics, particularly after a summer partially (and wonderfully) spent with Friedrich von Hayek, Milton Friedman, Murray Rothbard, George Stigler, and various others of like mind and stature at the University of St. Andrews, in Scotland -- and I have no problem acknowledging that you were likely a respectably, or even more than respectably, productive member of the BYU faculty.
guy sajer wrote:I understand that your generation of faculty were hired under a different set of circumstances.
I was hired at BYU in 1985, under, I assume, much the same regime that you were. You do wrong to suppose that I have not been productive.
I came to BYU with my dissertation topic just approved. I had to invent a full-fledged program in Arabic and Islamic studies and to teach an exceptionally heavy load of classes -- including new courses on Arabic language and literature, Islamic philosophy, Islam as a religion, the humanities of the Islamic world, etc. -- while working on an extraordinarily abstruse dissertation (on an esoteric early-eleventh-century Isma‘ili Shiite Neoplatonist, none of whose voluminous works, only recently made public by the Isma‘ili sect, had ever been translated into any Western language and who had never been the subject of any study by any Western scholar) for which nobody between the University of California and the University of Chicago could offer me even the slightest help of any kind. Did this slow me down? Absolutely. Have I been sitting on my hands? Not nearly as much as you think.
guy sajer wrote:I think that were we to meet in person, we'd get along famously. I here your a swell guy in person, and I'm certainly less of an arrogant jerk in person than in cyber space.
Let me leave it at that, and we can look forward to much jousting ahead in a reasonably civil manner. We will probably never agree on much, but that's what makes this fun.
I'm happy to have some sort of a rapprochement. I wouldn't be surprised, myself, if we got along reasonably well. I'm not the demonically vicious and unscrupulous monster that Scratch and Rollo Tomasi portray; people (even those who reject virtually every opinion I hold) seem to like me well enough, and I virtually always like
them. I have to confess that I've found the situation here increasingly unpleasant, and I don't like what the exchanges almost invariably become. I leave tomorrow night for a month in Europe, and I'm not sure that I'll be coming back here when I return. (Except, of course, to announce publications, and the like.) But I will feel better if, as seems to be happening in at least your case, things wind down with considerably less vitriol.
It looks like we have some things in common. I had no help on my dissertation; I floundered and produced a piece of junk. But my advisor was good for one thing; he promised to get me through the process, and he did, in less than 5 years. I thereafter buried my disseration and hope nobody ever dredges it up. My advisor, though of no help writing, had a good view of the disseration, "It's the price you pay to join the guild. If it's the best piece of work you do, you're in trouble. Get it done, move on, and do better work in the future." I tried to keep his injunction in mind, and I like to think I succeeded.
My Ph.D. was actually in Poly Sci, but aside from my first publication, I never did any poly sci. As a defensive measure (seeing how I was in a pub admin dept) I started writing in pub admin topics, while also trying my hand at economic topics that interested me (i had lost interest in poly sci by then). If I had one fault in my academic career (and probably had more), I did not specialize enough, but rather I researched and wrote on topics that interested me, and I had a wide range of interests, so I ended up writing and publishing on economics, pub admin theory (mostly to ensure my dept felt I was dedicated to pub admin), health care. Later, I finally settled on int'l development, with a specialty in microfinance, though I did far more consulting than publishing in this area. This is the area where I'm now concentrating, though I've gone far beyond microfinance by now and am doing a lot of work in value chain development. My specialty is monitoring and evaluation. I conduct experimental and quasi-experimental field studies and design performance monitoring systems, while also working on developing tools to measure social performance of development organizations.
I probably would have prefered to stay in academics, but BYU was no longer tenable for me. I tried the NOM route, and it simply didn't work for me. I couldn't stand the lying it required; I hated pretending to be something I wasn't, and I really, really hated going to church (nor do I enjoy Mormon culture--I find it shallow and insipid, but that should be understood in the context that I find love Austin Powers, so I guess I'm not that sophisticated after all). (I have come to the conclusion that I am simply not wired for belief in God. I have no desire for anything spiritual and see no use for religious faith in my life. Believe me, I tried to make it work, to reconcile my growing skepticism with a belief, first in Mormonism, then in God, but I could not do it.) I understand that BYU has a mission, though I disagree with it, and I believe BYU actively stifles intellectual freedom, I came to conclude that it needed someone other than me who was committed to the mission. It made sense from all perspectives to leave. Once I had enough consulting contracts, I resigned, quite to the surprise of my dept chair and dean. I left on good terms, and when I left, only two people knew the real reason. I've never publicly come forward or made any kind of grand statement. I valued the friendships I made, and I preferred to leave them in tact. (Though anyone who follows these boards would have an easy time figuring out who I am.)
So that's the short version of my history. Happy travels, and if you make it to Vienna, be sure to sample the pastries; best in the world, far better than the Krispy Kreme you're brandishing in your avatar.
God . . . "who mouths morals to other people and has none himself; who frowns upon crimes, yet commits them all; who created man without invitation, . . . and finally, with altogether divine obtuseness, invites this poor, abused slave to worship him ..."