Mormon Apologist motives
Posted: Mon Jul 18, 2022 5:20 pm
This is my first post, so be gentle with me please.
I was a tbm until abut a month ago, and am now in the middle of a major faith crisis and trying to think with a non-Mormon brain. I couldn’t sleep last night because I was having a hard time wrapping my head around the idea that apologists deliberately misrepresent Information. I’m a 61 year old highly educated woman, who has spent decades studying church history. I nevertheless just sucked in everything the apologists wrote without question for decades. Now I’m examining their “scholarship” much more carefully. I don’t like what I’m seeing. Yet, it doesn’t make sense to me. I tend to believe, probably naïvely, that most people present an honest point of view, even when I don’t agree with it.
So, my question is - why? Why would apologists present inaccurate information? To me it’s a breech of personal integrity. I get that some apologists are not trained in the area they write about. However, I know some are highly trained. I just don’t get it. Their publications are not peer reviewed in the traditional sense, but they have to know that their errors are obvious to many. Do they just assume most people, like pre faith crisis me, will just suck it all in due to confirmation bias? Even so, how can they sleep at night? They may be getting paid by BYU or the Church, but still, how do they justify sloppy scholarship, to say the least, or perhaps outright deception?
Any thoughts would be appreciated?
I was a tbm until abut a month ago, and am now in the middle of a major faith crisis and trying to think with a non-Mormon brain. I couldn’t sleep last night because I was having a hard time wrapping my head around the idea that apologists deliberately misrepresent Information. I’m a 61 year old highly educated woman, who has spent decades studying church history. I nevertheless just sucked in everything the apologists wrote without question for decades. Now I’m examining their “scholarship” much more carefully. I don’t like what I’m seeing. Yet, it doesn’t make sense to me. I tend to believe, probably naïvely, that most people present an honest point of view, even when I don’t agree with it.
So, my question is - why? Why would apologists present inaccurate information? To me it’s a breech of personal integrity. I get that some apologists are not trained in the area they write about. However, I know some are highly trained. I just don’t get it. Their publications are not peer reviewed in the traditional sense, but they have to know that their errors are obvious to many. Do they just assume most people, like pre faith crisis me, will just suck it all in due to confirmation bias? Even so, how can they sleep at night? They may be getting paid by BYU or the Church, but still, how do they justify sloppy scholarship, to say the least, or perhaps outright deception?
Any thoughts would be appreciated?