Therapy in session.

Post by **_Gazelam** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 1:53 am

Maybe it is just something I eat.

How often do they change the grease at your local chippy?

Also, those currys have been known to effect your dreams.

Post by **_Imwashingmypirate** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 1:56 am

I am too scared to keep a journal incase someone reads it. I have a few journals that I write in now and then, but it's a load of crap. I can't explain it.

During easter my mum said a few things and asked if I remember and I don't remember and they are things I would remember and she expects that I remember, I just say yeah. It is like I am not the person people remember me as. It is horrible. I can't explain easily. I am a totally different person but not. My life flipped around and I can't handle it. I went from being told I am backward and being bullied and in a isolated and violent home to the literal opposite with a few horrible bits here there and everywhere just to remind me. School told me I was intellegent everyone knew me for good reasons and I was never even called names or anything in England, my dad had gone well after a year and a half threatening to come get us now I have complete freedom to do whatever I want from not being allowed to talk or make noise and in some cases even move. I don't know what to do. And going back and forth is driving me mad.

Anywho, this was supposed to be so that peeps who had issues causing all the tension on here could talk about their issues.

Post by **_moksha** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 1:57 am

Imwashingmypirate wrote:

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GGGGGG

A primal arrgg?

Post by **_Jersey Girl** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 2:00 am

Truth be told most of the people that have an issue with you probably haven't had a serious case of giggles or a good screwing in their entire life.

Total sig line!

Post by **_Gazelam** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 2:00 am

time heals all wounds. Just ride this bad wave out, theyr'll be Carribbian waters and blue skies as the weather changes.

Post by **_Moniker** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 2:07 am

Jersey Girl wrote:
Truth be told most of the people that have an issue with you probably haven't had a serious case of giggles or a good screwing in their entire life.

Total sig line!

I keep editing that post to *soften* it up... I left that wee bit in. :)

Post by **_Jersey Girl** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 2:09 am

Moniker wrote:
Jersey Girl wrote:
Truth be told most of the people that have an issue with you probably haven't had a serious case of giggles or a good screwing in their entire life.

Total sig line!

I keep editing that post to *soften* it up... I left that wee bit in. :)

Never change it! I love it!

Of course I'm weird like that....

Post by **_Moniker** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 2:11 am

Imwashingmypirate wrote:I am too scared to keep a journal incase someone reads it. I have a few journals that I write in now and then, but it's a load of crap. I can't explain it.

During easter my mum said a few things and asked if I remember and I don't remember and they are things I would remember and she expects that I remember, I just say yeah. It is like I am not the person people remember me as. It is horrible. I can't explain easily. I am a totally different person but not. My life flipped around and I can't handle it. I went from being told I am backward and being bullied and in a isolated and violent home to the literal opposite with a few horrible bits here there and everywhere just to remind me. School told me I was intellegent everyone knew me for good reasons and I was never even called names or anything in England, my dad had gone well after a year and a half threatening to come get us now I have complete freedom to do whatever I want from not being allowed to talk or make noise and in some cases even move. I don't know what to do. And going back and forth is driving me mad.

anyhow, this was supposed to be so that peeps who had issues causing all the tension on here could talk about their issues.

Well, you don't have to be the person they remember you as. You can change!

You know what's odd? When I changed my Moniker, on here, people said my personality changed. It was odd.... HUH? No, it was still me, same person... yet, they thought I was different for some reason. Nope. Just their perception of who they thought I should be, I suppose? Don't let anyone else define you. :)

Post by **_Imwashingmypirate** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 2:19 am

My mum tells me that but when you are told constantly by your dad and school that there is no point because you will never be anything and want to send you to a school for tards most of your life and then you move and school says you are the opposite and your friends think you are and you are told this a lot, it confuses.

Post by **_Moniker** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 2:27 am

Imwashingmypirate wrote:My mum tells me that but when you are told constantly by your dad and school that there is no point because you will never be anything and want to send you to a school for tards most of your life and then you move and school says you are the opposite and your friends think you are and you are told this a lot, it confuses.

I'm sorry you're confused about that. I hope you realize how bright you are. I'm sorry your father said cruel things to you... and that the school didn't see your potential. Sometimes stepping out of our old environment makes us recognize how we've been defined by others. Fresh faces and a new school saw you as who you are -- not what your father defined you as. I do so hope you realize your own potential.