Signing out for a bit.

[_Imwashingmypirate]

Hey guys,

Some of you know me better then others and have been such great friends and great help in my life. However at this moment in time I feel the need to focus more on the world around me at this moment and sort issues out that have been on my heart and mind for quite a while now. A lot of you will know me for my randomness and in most cases this is what keeps me alive on this board because I would have been long gone otherwise. I thank those that were supportive of my randomness even when it was not at all deserved. The way I write pretty much shows the way I think and although it might be funny to those that hear me speak or see what I write, it really isn't all that good for me. Hundreds of thoughts jumping around all over is not to good for my brain and kinda stresses me I guess. I will pop in and out now and then to catch up with some of you guys. I will make an attempt to keep off the boards however. Some of you will make more sense of this than most and I would appreciate that those I have confided in keep that which I might have shared with them in confidence (or private).

I just would like to make special mention to Jersey Girl. Jersey Girl, I guess this is a little unexpected for you, but I really must go for a bit. This place is driving me bonkers. It is all kinda building up from previous boards and I guess however much I respect [.....], it still had great affect on me and although I just ignored much and left the discussion, I did still in some strange way take things in that HAVE affected me. I do not blame [.....] or anyone for that matter and it is all life's experience. I would also wish that you do not take any of this back over there. I will post there seperately with that which is appropriate for the board. Some boards I will be leaving permanantly. Those boards are, Captain Cynic, MADB and geekstogo. I will come back here and {.......}, mainly because there is so much of my energy and personality and good friends on both these boards that I could not leave fully. I thank you for all those (late nights for me) times of just talking about things. You have helped me in my life. You know what I mean I guess. I will definetly keep in touch. I have to, you are my "cybermom" LOL.

Book of Mormon wherever you are ;), you too have been a great help as your blog has helped me proccess some things and you have more recently talked with me and I guess in a way not judged me. Thank you.

Ren, although you drive me mad oft, you talk with me also that helps.

Doosh, PP, Boaz and Lydia. You have helped in teaching me that I am not alone in the world. I thank you for that.

Lots of you guys have helped me in many ways.

Shades you helped because if you had not read my blog and accepted me for who I am, i wouldn't have stayed. Being on this board in the first few weeks was hard. I felt rather outcast and disliked and at the time I didn't fully understand why.

Nehor, even though you wanted to uncover me at first and find out who I really am, you still became a good friendish.

JAK, You helped me before coming ere because as you know my English was extremely unacceptable and you kinda prepared me for this place. I would have been chewed up and spat out coming on here even just a month earlier than I did. Thank you.

And although not active on this board [.....] you know who you are ever you ever pop in, Your criticism of my writing and spelling kinda made me have a good look at myself, however much it hurt.

Many more of you guys (You know who you are) have helped towards positive progress in my life. Thank you all.



As I am sure some of you will appreciate, there are things I need to do and although I have tried, I might be able to achieve more being away from all this. I also will be more able to focus on my studies. I am just so tired and need a break.


You guys don't get rid of me so easily, I WILL be back. All being well, I won't be too long.

Love,


Pirate.

P.S. Hypatia, I wish you all the best with your worries. I will PM you. The god you imagine to be real loves you and your family will love you always. Bless you. Try treating yourself once in a while, god knows you deserve it.

[_silentkid]

Good luck with all, Pirate. I'll miss your posts.

[_Imwashingmypirate]

Thank you. I will be back.

Take care. i will be on this evening till I have tidied things online up and then will be going for a bit. I will be in and out but not active and just use PM to talk to those I usually talk with really.

Pirate.

[_Canucklehead]

Take care of yourself. Your posts always made me smile.

[_Imwashingmypirate]

Thanks. I have requested my accounts elsewhere be deleted. It is late, I am tired in everyway and need to sleep. Take care everyone. If you wish to say anything to me personally please PM me as this goes to my inbox of my university email and I need to check that to know any changes to lessons etc.

See you around. I don't entirely wish to go, but I kinda really need to.


Pirate/ Nicky.

[_Moniker]

I'm taking a wee break as well. I adore you, Pirate. Please take care of yourself. You'll sort it out, whatever it is. :)

Hope to see you soon.

[_asbestosman]

I'll miss you, Pirate. I hope I was able to help you in math and I hope you never lose your interest in physics.

[_Who Knows]

Please could one of you guys with magical powers consider making this sticky for a bit and put it wherever you like?

Who are you?

Jenn Kamp. best of luck to you.

[_Jersey Girl]

Please could one of you guys with magical powers consider making this sticky for a bit and put it wherever you like?


I just would like to make special mention to Jersey Girl. Jersey Girl, I guess this is a little unexpected for you, but I really must go for a bit. This place is driving me bonkers. It is all kinda building up from previous boards and I guess however much I respect [.....], it still had great affect on me and although I just ignored much and left the discussion, I did still in some strange way take things in that HAVE affected me. I do not blame [.....] or anyone for that matter and it is all life's experience. I would also wish that you do not take any of this back over there. I will post there seperately with that which is appropriate for the board. Some boards I will be leaving permanantly. Those boards are, Captain Cynic, MADB and geekstogo. I will come back here and {.......}, mainly because there is so much of my energy and personality and good friends on both these boards that I could not leave fully. I thank you for all those (late nights for me) times of just talking about things. You have helped me in my life. You know what I mean I guess. I will definetly keep in touch. I have to, you are my "cybermom" LOL.

I hope that, if nothing else, you saw what you don't want to become. You are most welcome for talking about things. There are times when a person needs to hear what is right and strong about themselves, because no one else is saying it at the time. You know where I am!

I salute you, dear Pirate! Hoist the colors and sail on!

[_Moniker]

I miss her already! Oh shoot -- I need a life!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S3K7VNIdfR4