One more reason why we know the church is not led by Christ, but by men. And Loran doesn't just attack apostates; he attacks anyone he perceives as being less orthodox than himself. Members are fair game to Loran. He, like so many apologists, just comes unglued at the idea of a member in good standing who doesn't idolize and revere Joseph Smith.
And so, have you spoken to your SP, turned in your Temple recommend, and "come out of the closet" yet, or are you still going to church dressed in that cheesy sheep suit?
You don't even have the decency or intellectual honesty to disclose your true feelings (and that's all they are Harmony) to your Church leaders and be straightforward about them with others. No, you would rather stay in the Church, flashing your recommend, and playing the "faithful" Saint, all the better to carefully and inconspicuously influence others away from the Church and from their salvation and exaltation.
The Book of Mormon describes people who do this kind of thing as spiritual "murderers" of God's children. You are accountable for what you are doing Harmony (and I understand that for you, personal accountability for behavior and life choices is a concept as alien and annoying as for many others of our generation)
And I'm assuming, again, that you're even LDS at all, or, if you are, have ever been really been serious about the Church and its teachings. As I and some others who come here now and then have pointed out, your knowledge of Gospel doctrine, philosophy, and church history is so flagrantly poor that one must be forgiven for thinking that your making much of it up as you go along (or have, as you went along in the past) to suit your own agenda.