Jason Bourne wrote:BC is like most apologists. I know. I was one. They defend to preserve their testimony. They know there is so many problems with the founding truth claims of the LDS church. So they defend away and as time goes on they will either lose their tetimony or delude themselves, along with other apoloigist all the while yucking it up and patting each other on the back, amd thus continue with a life of horrible cognitive dissonance. It is as simple as that.
Deep down BC knows it is not true. His specious defenses are his desperation to hold on.
And I understand. It is horrifically painful to accept truth when it overturns everything you have lived for and devoted your life too. I am still intwined in it.
I can see that. I wonder if bc, in those quiet moments just before the clock radio alarm goes off, doesn't realize that.
I think the most important thing I've learned during my time on this board is how difficult it is for TBMs to leave the Church. To abandon a lifetime of beliefs and go it alone because their love of truth overcomes their love of religion.
This is probably a poor analogy. My mother-in-law has a parrot (very intelligent) that has lived his entire life in a cage (it breaks my heart, but I would never tell my MIL that). If you take him out of the cage and put him on the perch that is on top of it, he will immediately climb down and go back into the safety of his cage.
For him, freedom is scary and the cage is safe.
This, or any other post that I have made or will make in the future, is strictly my own opinion and consequently of little or no value.
"Faith is believing something you know ain't true" Twain.