KevinSim wrote:mentalgymnast wrote:Relying on texts and/or historical documents...or lack thereof... isn't the primary reason that I choose to exercise faith/hope in Jesus Christ as the Savior. A few years ago after going through a period of questioning the existence of a creator/God, I, through a series of readings/events/experiences, made a choice to choose to believe in the possibility of a God. And as a result of that, in an afterlife that has purpose/meaning. Once that choice was made I then had to find a way to account for and explain the world as it is (all of the conundrums, evils, and unexplainables) and has been throughout the recorded history of mankind. In my mind I decided there had to be some sort of cosmic 'fail safe' plan that can/would make what is wrong/unfair, etc., right. Enter in an at-one-ment for all of mankind. Enter in Jesus Christ.
So I guess I come into this whole debate/question from the other end. Looking out (macro) and then coming back in (micro) rather than looking at it the other way around. I find myself doing the same thing with church history and even the Book of Mormon and PofGP.
But it is nice, and at times even helpful, to have the scriptures and the prophets to help clarify and add to the mix of all the knowledge that is available from many different/varied sources. Even if they too have a hard/difficult time wrapping their own minds around the workings/mind of God.
MentalGymnast, thanks for providing this background. I too, had my experience with doubting God. Heck, in all honesty I still doubt God at times, on a pretty much regular basis. But I too made the choice to believe; even when I find myself doubting God in my every day life, I always find myself coming back to belief at least at the end of the day.
Of course you two do. Your desire to believe outweighs your desire for the truth. You have admitted you will never want believe God doesn't exist, or that you may cease to exist.