My weight is now at 127 again, still 2 extra pounds from the initial weight loss and I started exercising again. Just walking the drive way, only a half a mile, but it took a lot of courage to do that because previously I'd been too chicken to do it on account of the heart thing even though the doc said I was good to go. Knowing that your heart can unexpectedly go out of rhythm is a head trip. It took about 2 months I guess for me to finally get to the point where I said "This is bs I need to break free." And I did. :-)
I went a step further in breaking free today. Really, it was a huge leap for me. I'd been trying to remain active and had walked the driveway some here and there. Today I decided to punch fear right in the face and...
I went back on the treadmill at the gym.
I was planning to just do 10 minutes of actual cardio, but I did 25. I did my NORMAL work out (from 4-5 months ago?--warm up, cardio, cool down) except I didn't use the incline. My hear rate wouldn't go above 87/88 bpm (that's why I previously used the incline), but otherwise, I did my normal work out and felt GREAT the entire time.
I'm currently on a holter monitor study for a month because I went in to report side effects of the beta blocker. We'll just see how the cardio shows up on that.
Lord, today was a major league victory for me!!!!
:-)