I did the best that I could here. I still don't think I got to the heart of honor's thoughts. I think I may have colored his thoughts with my own. Honor thinks and expresses himself differently than I do and like I said a couple of times, I have to make a strong effort to get on the same page with him. I don't think I did such a hot job of it, but I tried. I think if I did color his thoughts with my own, it's an effort on my part to make myself understood because I don't want people to make assumptions about me, what I think and why I think it. I detest being put in a box with a label slapped on it, then folks assuming what I think/believe on account of the label. I want a chance to speak for myself and only for myself because I am not a "system".Philo Sofee wrote: ↑Fri Jan 01, 2021 4:11 pm
Excellent thoughts from both You and Honor! Enjoyed them very much. What has opened my eyes to my ownself journey has been stunning in a way. I rather got turned off to Jesus through my disaffection with LDSism and apologetics. In fact, yes, I sorta yelled at him for a few years and went all atheist on him just to show him what an idiot he is, you know, that kind of thing. I read Richard Carrier's book on the Historical Jesus and why the chances and probabilities that he is non-historical rather than real are really in favor of the non-historical Jesus, so I threw the book at him so to speak, and basically told him to lump it and refute it, you know, the old righteous diatribe of a heinous wicked apostate ne-er do well disgruntled and really pissed off Mormon kinda thing. After a few years I ended up re-reading Joseph Campbell, the mythologist, and Northrop Frye, the literary critic. It ain't history which turned me to at least look in Jesus' direction again, it is mythology. I find that just kind of sort of rather fascinating for me personally. And that's not because Jesus is a mere myth as opposed to an imagined concrete historical reality, that's because myth tells the higher truth of Jesus than history ever can.
Happy New Year you wonderful, sappy, beautiful people! I love ya all more than I can express and wish the very best for all of you!
Like you, Philo Sofee, I am on a journey. We all are. That journey can either draw a line between us and God or it can serve to erase it. And sometimes even when the line gets erased, it can redraw itself in unexpected ways. Look at what we know about the journey of Don Bradley. When I first encountered Don Bradley on Z, he was atheist. Then somehow and for some reason, he shows up years later and is back in the LDS Church. Stuff you never thought you would see, right?
Philo Sofee, there is you. You were a staunch defender of the LDS Church. You were searching for what one might call "Off beat" ways to defend it. Either that or you simply take an interest (and you do) in all sorts of topics and pursue them. You threw off those sparks and made me notice you. And then...I saw you show up on a board that you previously hated for all you were worth. You let me know that in no uncertain terms, too. I remember all too well your blistering comments---yikes! And yet you were here with entirely different perspectives. I know pastors who would tell me to stay away from you because you would have been viewed as being in a blasphemous "sin state". Well, guess what. When it comes to actual sin states, we're all in that state. So, no. It wouldn't even cross my mind to stay away from you. If you want to get technical, why would a Christian stay away from someone seen as being in a sin state? Did Jesus do that? I mean, his whole entire mission was about accessing people. What the heck. And no, I didn't see you as being in a sin state, that's how a pastor might label you. But that's not why I wouldn't stay away from you. I wouldn't stay away from you because I love you. It's a simple as that.
You know the corruption we're seeing in government right now? It's probably always been there but with T-man at the helm, it got permission to come out of the closet and do it's darndest. That very same thing is what happens in churches. I've always, always, said that churches would be great if it weren't for the people inside them. Certain people get their hands on something organized like that, and they wreck it because their goals are self serving. That's really the main reason (due to all the reasons under the heading of the main reason) that I left organized religion and set out on my own.
Yes, we are for the most part, a good group of folks here. I see folks dart in here and claim that everyone here is against them. Buncha atheists, a mob mentality. I have never once experienced that here. I don't go around shoving my beliefs or my sense of spirituality in anyone's face unless the topic comes up and they invite me to do so.
In any case, it's all a journey. As much as I want to know about people and their stories, I want to know who/what God is, and I know I can't get "there" but that doesn't stop me from thinking about it and trying to get there. For all I know, God is the Singularity. Somehow that connects in my brain. The Bible doesn't ask us to "know". Not really. It presents the stories and challenges us to have faith in the messages and the people who conveyed those messages, including the messages in the work attributed to Christ.
I love the voice of Jesus. I love that he challenged people. I love that he stuck up for people, you know, Let he who is without sin cast the first stone.
and then after he stops the action about to happen, he tells the woman to basically go get her stuff together in life. He rebukes the crowd and then gives her a chance. I love that he called people out. I love that he got so stinking mad at the money changers that he went old school at the Temple and basically wrecked the place. I love that he fed people who were in what we might call today a kind of Woodstock group and no, I don't care how many fishes there were or how the fishes came about or even if it WAS fishes. It's the feeding I care about. The physical feeding and the spiritual feeding. Jesus was no push over, that is for sure. He doesn't ask us to know but he does challenge when after years of being with him he asks, "Who do you say that I am?"
That's the deal with Jesus. Who do you say that he is? Everyone's answer is going to be different to some degree and some folks are going to say that he didn't even exist and they have a right to say that because that is part of their journey.
I liked where you say that you sorta yelled at Jesus. So, you know I am a believer, right. About 10 years ago when a family member killed themselves and another family member was traumatized having witnessed it, listen. I was out at night on the back porch on a regular basis and for years, actually swearing at God. Yup, I went right to the top of the chain of command with that. If God exists, then I figure that God knows exactly what I was expressing and why, and didn't flinch at the words I used to express it. Now that I look back, I figure he gets that on a regular basis from human beings. If God is indeed a "he" and knows us and hears us. Or the Singularity. Or a nothing at all.
But don't ask me to KNOW. I don't KNOW. I've thought about knowing until my brain hurts and I know that I CAN'T know. So I just do what I do in life and I think for the most part, I do okay. But if Jesus were in front of me today and asked me, "Who do you say that I am?" I have an answer for him and the answer could be inaccurate, but he's not asking for accuracy. He's asking us based on the sum total of our experiences with belief or non belief, who do we say that he is. That's it.
You know I love this quote from Harry Potter.
“We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are.” ~ Sirius Black, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban.
I think that if God exists, that's what he's looking for, too. The part we choose to act on.
Okay, I think you've all now got at least a snippet of the gospel according to Jersey. I don't mean to go on and on. I just want to try to be understood.