kairos wrote:jo
the LDS church is a "merit-reward" religion with merit hoops to jump through at every turn; it is a club for the worthy not a hospital for sinners; it is elitist, authoritarian, and decides by its rules and regulations who is in/out , worthy/not worthy.. btw- is TSM or yourself really worthy to receive the sacrament? the truthful answer is no!
now you have had a legitimate HS experience in which none of the above played any part- you got down on your knees and prayed as best you could whether the Book of Mormon was true- you received an answer that projected you on a path you probably did not expect. where you expected grace and freedom from your lutheran experience you found merit ladders to climb, challenges to be perfect, and initially you were probably good at being "worthy"- you were and perhaps are in what i call the first half of life- you have built a container that defines you and what you believe- you have defined yourself from an ego perspective- job, career, family, car, house, callings in church- these are all first half of life characteristics.
but there is a second half of life that you have tasted perhaps but not experienced- conversion/falling in love with Jesus, profound peace and joy at the deepest levels of your being, no concern for first half of life attitudes or charcteristics- in second half of life men and women there is no concern for ego driven activities or attitudes-it does not matter at all what career, for example , you have or how much $$ you make or what calling you have in church-only your personal relationship with Jesus and serving Him totally every moment of everyday matters- in that is total freedom given by the HS.
have i guessed correctly-you are in the first half of life but deeply long to be a second half of life person?
Hi Kairo,
The processes of sanctification, justification, etc., are God's laws. The LDS Church did not make them up. Indeed, they are taught in the Bible but can only be discerned through spiritual eyes. If someone is reading the Bible without spiritual eyes, they will not find them there, nor understand how others do. That is when man thinks that someone who has a different interpretation than they do of scripture, is foolish. OTOH, those who do discern the Bible with Spiritual eyes do not consider those who cannot yet see those spiritual interpretations as being foolish. This is actually a good test to see where someone is at, as it provides a distinction due to the fact that some people are busy judging others, while others are happy to share their beliefs without judging the person who is judging them.
I do not know who TSM is. Repentance is required continually, because during the process of perfection we are out of alignment with God's will. The purpose of the Sacrament is to remember Christ and to renew our commitment and the promises we made to God when we were baptized. It has been provided because God knew we would not be able to keep those promises in our imperfect state. Are we perfect when we take the sacrament? No - as we are still in the process of becoming perfect. It is an incorrect thought on your part to believe that we think we must be perfect, or that we are perfect when we take the sacrament. We take the sacrament often because Jesus commanded us to do so. There is great wisdom in this commandment.
I continue to experience the Holy Ghost. It was not a one-time thing. Also, I wasn't looking for grace or freedom from my Lutheran experiences. That was merely a part of my journey, a stage of my personal progression. It had personally served its purpose for me, and joining the LDS Church became a new stage in which to progress. My experiencing of the Holy Ghost has continued to be more and more profound as more and more Truth is revealed to me. We all progress at our own speed along the path of our personal journey. It is the physical part of our being that first goes through the major attachments to our world - this is as it is supposed to be. When our spirit is awakened, we begin to see things differently and through spiritual eyes. Anything spiritual can only be discerned spiritually even though the spiritual realm is co-existing with the physical---the physical world is existing within the spiritual realm. Truth, itself, can only be discerned spiritually. Until we our spirit awakens, however, we will be blind to all of this.
I don't think it is possible to make a clear distinction between only two parts of our spiritual awareness; i.e., a first half of our life and a second half of our life, because our spiritual understanding is a continual progression. However, I do understand your categorization of our spiritual awareness as a first half and a second half of our life. In accordance with your definition, I am in the second half of my life. In fact, at this point, my spiritual understanding seems to be bounding exponentially. My love for Father and my savior, as well as my love for others cause me such incomprehensible joy that I have no words to describe what I experience. And the experiencing is becoming more consistent - In other words, there is less and less "time" or gaps in my daily life when I am not experiencing this one-ness. My cup truly overflows.
Love,
jo