Get what you are saying but I don't think I personally follow this.Valo wrote: ↑Mon May 06, 2024 8:01 pmIf you're smart or maybe just following along, perhaps you are starting to see a theme here.
This man went to authority A to tell him what his life means. This man went to authority Y. This man pretends he doesn't care about meaning. While that man says, no, you'll find meaning right here with the authority of the many, etc. and so on.
But nobody really knows. Just because we've come to an agreement not to destroy one another doesn't mean we know. And while all of this is going on, most everyone is ignoring what they really want. Or pretending that what they really want is virtue and goodness and all the glory of God when in reality they want food, sex, and power.
That's the thing that most ignore or pretend doesn't exist. We have our social norms, you know. Gotta make sure I look my best. When I'm out here posting, I got my ego, my persona. "Hey, check it, I'm the cool cat! Yeah!" or whatever.
Underneath, however, unless you aren't human, maybe, then you have these needs, these wants, these desires. So when we were kids we wanted ice cream and were told if you do your chores you'll get ice cream. And so we did our chores, we followed the rules, and all of that, so we could get the price or not be destroyed. Then when we grow up, we get more sophisticated. Now instead of ice cream, we want "heaven"!And we play and pretend like we want holiness and goodness and virtue and to be honest! Oh we put on a good show every Sunday! Oh, I'm so sorry Lord for lusting after that woman, I know one day when I'm in heaven with you I won't do that, but hey I'd like to put my guilt and shame on you by taking this bread and water! Catch ya later Jesus, til next week!
So we have people here pretending they haven't just pawned off their sense of meaning to another supposed authority, or pretend they know, or pretending they don't care about meaning, all the while they have carefully constructed and most carefully each day they do things to maintain their fragile built on sand world view and meaning.
As a child, I knew there was no point wanting ice cream. As a child I wanted heaven.
Power, money, looking good has never been something I desire. Power feels tiresome. Money brings its own problems. I don't dress to impress. I wear comfort. I don't wear makeup unless I'm going on a date with my husband and purely because I am trying to make it feel like it's a big deal and not just a meal out.
I don't believe everyone is purely a Sunday Christian. There were plenty of Mormons I knew who lived it. Who prayed at all their mealtimes. I felt the spirit more in members homes than I did at church. Maybe that was just that some of them had a sense of peace around them. Their homes were decorated similar to the temple. Lots of white and creams.
I can see the point you are trying to make. There can be a sense of hypocrisy in this world. But I do believe there are people with kindness in their hearts.
Your dream sounds stressful lol. 3 is 8 split down the middle.
I have lots of cryptic dreams. I am able to lucid dream. I tend to visualise myself in the sun and feel the heat on me when I'm in pain and it soothes me.